6/23/2009

A Transition

*DT in Chandigarh, India

【EMERGENCY】EP-In-TW-MC-2009-1245 from Taiwan

This is my title of mailing to India,
and it was really emerency mail for me, bcos before few days ago, I haven't mathed yet for any form, it was very late, perhaps I cant take DT in next two months.

Made this desicion is really really difficult for me,
I' ll have an opportunity to apply a work which I really wanna take it.
But I chose DT. Its time to complete my first goal in @, X- taking DT.
Many friz though I'm crazy to chose being volunteer, not work,
yea, its not reasonful for most ppl, but when I joined @, I've set a goal is about X,
I must be trainee of DT program, bcos it'll let me pratice why AIESEC exist the world.


*Commencement
I graduated on June 7th, actually its in form,
bcos I till have been waiting my grade of finals.....its nervous for me...>"<
That day, I got happiness and wishes from all of u, especial AIESEC MCLC and my close friz. Its our trandition in MCLC, gathering in MCLC office- congratulate graduates, hug each other, and took pics. What a pity
we didnt have beer to celebrate it, we should held a beer game. i ki i ki hi hi, i ki hi hi..i ki i ki hihi i ki hi hi XD

What kind of mood about commencement, happy? bad? or both? Its hard to describe it. Its a new turn point in life, and a transition, too.
The period isnt good, I met a dilemma which is difficult to choose.
I didnt wanna face it, but I need, I need mad a decision.
Commencement = I have an opportunity to do what I want to do.
but it means I need to work, not pt anymore. and I need take care by myself, I need become more and more strong can overcome challenge in the future. Maybe I will study again after few years later, but which field? business?art? Lets why I work before, its time to face my inner mind in honest.


*Soul Partner & Life Partner
I have been thinking that I dont need others care, well.....I mean bf...
Few days ago, I attended my senior reunion, and all of participators have boy friend.....
omg, only me.....dont, what a hell news for me.......actually, a little lah.
I still 過我自己的生活 hmm, I just dont wanna accept a new love so soon,
couple life which combine patience and respect. I'm not sure I can do that.
I am a person who lets get going.
..........maybe I will becom more mature after DT.

6/14/2009

Biyach

Biyach
其實就是英文很口語的bitch,中文大可直接譯為蕩婦= =
是這樣吧
但是其實有另外一種說法,我很喜歡
是指一種自我獨立性思考強烈、不依附男人底下的女人
在日文中的晚孃,Banjoy
也有這異曲同工之妙,其實Banjoy就類似"敗犬"

晚婚、30歲以上單身女子,
並不把人生當作是人生選項之ㄧ
不過,這個語詞和「敗犬」不同,晚孃們不吝惜將錢花在維持美貌上,成為消費趨勢中的主要角色。晚孃們工作的努力程度不輸男性,她們透過旅行釋放壓力,也持續不斷追求愛情。

這些詞語真的很妙、也反映當今社會女性的地位想法
不過,
越是有這種想法的
其實更需要被呵護吧
我總說女人一輩子就該有一個屬於自己的精品包包
是自己送給自己的禮物,不是男朋友、老公送的
並不是虛榮心作祟、而是一種自我肯定
或許有人會說用包包來自我肯定很虛偽
我也曾這樣認為
不過,女人天生就該是漂亮的、有價值的
一個精品包包有著她的故事、被賦予不同凡響的精神
因此最適合的 就是女人
因此她會是一種很棒的象徵
雖然馬上一堆女生會回我,這東西就該是愛慕者、男朋友、老公送的
那是不一樣的啦



6/03/2009

今天終於正式得到我拔拔的許可可以去做DT了

早些下午時和Wi聊了許多事
我很清楚自己去做DT(志工)是有目的的
不是只是為了裝點履歷
也不是一圓我對印度的好奇

我想拍下印度的影像
與裝置藝術結合感動更多人
要讓大家知道自己即使沒有出力去做義工也可以用不一樣的方式來影響世界
即使只是唯不足道的使用環保筷這種小事

所以要正式簽約卻被老爸質疑時,心中的壓力、難過頓時全部湧上心頭
是一種要哭也不知道怎麼哭的感覺
當下我只想逃離所有的質問
衝衝丟下: 我要回台北寫論文(早就寫完了)就離開家了
默默一個人去做往台東的火車(也早就計畫好了XDD)
只是沒有想到是帶著這樣的心情去台東

雖然最後得到爸爸的予許
但是他對X質疑還是很深
從我認識AIESEC到現在就知道自己一定要去DT
本來也打算先做MT再接DT
不過一些考量後大大改變我的計畫

我要先做DT!!!!!!

我不想要一直一直都是紙上談兵
大談論闊AIESEC願景卻完全沒有接觸過
on exchange stage!