A Transition

*DT in Chandigarh, India

【EMERGENCY】EP-In-TW-MC-2009-1245 from Taiwan

This is my title of mailing to India,
and it was really emerency mail for me, bcos before few days ago, I haven't mathed yet for any form, it was very late, perhaps I cant take DT in next two months.

Made this desicion is really really difficult for me,
I' ll have an opportunity to apply a work which I really wanna take it.
But I chose DT. Its time to complete my first goal in @, X- taking DT.
Many friz though I'm crazy to chose being volunteer, not work,
yea, its not reasonful for most ppl, but when I joined @, I've set a goal is about X,
I must be trainee of DT program, bcos it'll let me pratice why AIESEC exist the world.


*Commencement
I graduated on June 7th, actually its in form,
bcos I till have been waiting my grade of finals.....its nervous for me...>"<
That day, I got happiness and wishes from all of u, especial AIESEC MCLC and my close friz. Its our trandition in MCLC, gathering in MCLC office- congratulate graduates, hug each other, and took pics. What a pity
we didnt have beer to celebrate it, we should held a beer game. i ki i ki hi hi, i ki hi hi..i ki i ki hihi i ki hi hi XD

What kind of mood about commencement, happy? bad? or both? Its hard to describe it. Its a new turn point in life, and a transition, too.
The period isnt good, I met a dilemma which is difficult to choose.
I didnt wanna face it, but I need, I need mad a decision.
Commencement = I have an opportunity to do what I want to do.
but it means I need to work, not pt anymore. and I need take care by myself, I need become more and more strong can overcome challenge in the future. Maybe I will study again after few years later, but which field? business?art? Lets why I work before, its time to face my inner mind in honest.


*Soul Partner & Life Partner
I have been thinking that I dont need others care, well.....I mean bf...
Few days ago, I attended my senior reunion, and all of participators have boy friend.....
omg, only me.....dont, what a hell news for me.......actually, a little lah.
I still 過我自己的生活 hmm, I just dont wanna accept a new love so soon,
couple life which combine patience and respect. I'm not sure I can do that.
I am a person who lets get going.
..........maybe I will becom more mature after DT.