damn confusion!

i love chat with Katrina about our plan about future,
maybe it's not really sure about our future, maybe there are
many frustrations on our road, but it's big power when you have a dream.

what's my dream?
hope my family can happy and health for ever.......
and i really want to be a creative person,
i think i not be a 超九晚五的粉領族~
actually, i still confuse my future.......
i start doubt myself,
i really have enough skill for challenging my future?
i really can be a good leader not only lead other, but also...myself?