A Nightmare

I haven't thought of this thing for long time,
it's not a real nightmare, it's a "real thing", a real thing was happened on me,
this mark was left on my body and mind,

I have to follow it for all my life, I don't have other choise.
Maybe I can chage my mind to treat this wound.
Well, it's not real feeling I want, I have been knowing that.

You said you understand? Don't be silly, you don't totally understand the feeling,
don't pretend that,
what's focus on the "real"
It's REAL!